read if euu want to,dun read if euu dun want to.ii was just trying to expresss out my thinking. Labels: quest guides is the loveit's the last day of sch0ol t0day.and very quickly,it's O on m0nday.t0day t0tally depicts what happened that day,when ii mistakened euu,and it was all cleared in one d0c.ii glanced thr0ugh guides den t0day.ii th0ught of the sec 4 guides,th0se who used to be with miie all these while.and n0w,they're g0ne,with no0ne around at the guides den anym0re.ii missed them alot ii swear.ii l0ok f0rward to our gathering always,and ii w0uld always f0rce a smile on my face up0n seeing them.h0wever,smart them,w0uld always see thr0ugh my em0tions.ii remember once when euu message miie,ii was in the guides den.up0n receiving eur message,ii went out of the den,sat on the edge,l0oking d0wn at the bball c0urt,where ii th0ugh w0uld be the only thing tt can make miie f0rget everything,basketball.not noticing,huiyu and pling was out when ii teared.ii knew ii couldnt hide anything fr0m them.on the day of the step d0wn for the sec 4s,ii disappeared.ii went to the staircase,blasting my phone with that s0ng.unf0rtunately,pling f0und miie.ii dried my tears and carry on with the farewell.during our bbq at east c0ast,ii pr0mised tt ii'll enj0y it.but in the end,ii sat d0wn at the beach,crying like nob0dy's business.with0ut fail,all the sec 4s came up to miie.when ivy was talking to miie when only the b0th of us are at the canteen,ii babbled everything out like ii have noone to talk to.huiyu and pling once asked miie,if all this was w0rth it,if ii was t0o innocent and naive.however,all these only came with one reas0n,you.ii th0ught of h0w euu helped miie when she mistakened miie,when euu and her was typing out things in eur phone,and euu persuading her not to be angry.how euu helped miie when euu eurself are in a l0w m0od.what's the use of blogging,huiyu asked.to let euu n0e what ii was d0ing,how ii am doing,ii said.and yupp,ii dun deny,the reas0n was euu again.iim very dependent on huiyu and pling,em0tionally,ii admit.but ii n0e that they c0uldnt always be there f0r miie,like what huiyu said.ii've bec0me str0nger.and ii've gr0wn up.dun w0rry about miie girls.ii w0uldnt disapp0int euu girls anym0re.ii n0e what ii want.and ii n0e what ii sh0uld do.ii w0uld strive hard f0r what ii want.go thr0ugh all obstacles to get what ii want to get.ii missed euu girls.bragita,sherying,leiting,ivy,peisze,audrey,panhui,huiyu and pling.ii really miss euu girls alot!!!!!.dun w0rry about miie anym0re.! =) in no time,ii w0uld become the layfang,solf,that euu guys once knew. =) and mark my w0rds,ii w0uld strive for what ii want.iim not s0ft,innocent and naive anym0re.!h0wever,ii w0uldnt hurt or do anything wicked to any0ne.dun w0rry. =))
