aww.!sk0ol jus SUCKED.!was t0kin to s0meone tt dae.we discussed ab0ut sk0ol thinggy.nn tish thinkin came acr0ss us.whyy mus we study.?nn yea,ii dunn0e whyy.?fer myy future.?fer de future of singap0re.?or wadeva shit dat benefits SOMETHING.ii w0nder,why am ii studyin.?nn whyy mus ii study.ii hate it.!ii dun used to hate study,but recently ii did.iim OVERLOADED.!by all th0se daily hws nn tests nn all kinda things.iim tired.EXTREMLY,ii am.ii realised dat ii jus cant c0ncentrate on anythin anym0re.ever since............??ii dunn0e.day dreamin ish all ii do in class.ii flunk my tests.yes ii did.myy A maths jus sucks.nn iim lky laggin behind.ii failed myy physics test,nn ii flunk myy mt test.wth am ii supp0se to do.?c0ntinue studyin nn puttin myy utm0st eff0rt in myy studies.?or c0ntinue slackin,nn giv no shit to studies.?ii dunn0e.g0d,iim tired.ii really am.de tears jus dun st0p.it played lky rain.nn ii cant tk it anym0re.!iim gng berserk anytime,anywhere.iim scared.ii really am.ii dunn0e whyy.iim jus scared.it's jus an0ther feelin of mine that s0methin's g0nna happen s0on.nn ii hate it.!ii jus hate all these.!can s0meone jus step up nn st0p all these things fm happenin.?!it hurts,nn it sucks.!iim stucked on de edge,nn iim h0ldin on tightly.ii dun intend to let go,bec0x myy naive thinkin tells miie so.ii tried myy veh best,to h0ld on.ii tried myy veh best,to go back.but can ii succeed.?dat n0t onli depends on miie,but ....?? ii n0e tt it's hard,ii n0e dat it's sufferable,but iim n0t g0nna let go.no matter wad euu ppl sae,no matter wad euu sae,ii w0nt let go.ii dun care if g0d saes iim stubb0rn or wadd,but ii'll jus f0llow myy thinkin.de way ii wan it to be.nn if euu are myy fwen,euu w0uld supp0rt miie.=)
